i remember this day being the hardest most emotional day EVER. it was like the week of recruitment all rolled into one day.. i cried, laughed and fell in love with my big!
so the night before i had been texting the sister i wanted, we were just talking about reveal and i was telling her I put her as my #1. i was a complete ball of nerves!!! i told her not to tell me how she preffed. a few minutes after i told her we both said goodnight but i didn't sleep a wink. i couldn't wait to meet my big diamond sis and form that bond. then morning came and i was freaking out, there were a mere 11 hrs until i would get to see my big diamond and hug her until i couldn't hug anymore. i went along with my day, crying randomly a few times terrified that she wasn't my big. i told her i couldn't text her until after the reveal, she response was "okay, see you after the reveal :)" that got me and i fell apart. i thought i knew for sure she wasn't my big diamond sister. i went through the rest of my day trying to stay positive. reminding myself that she still could be my big diamond sis.
then before i knew it, it was 6:20 and Karli and i headed over to the house. i was full of nerves and crazy excited! i couldn't wait even though we had to wait like 45 more minutes before we could go find them. once i got my clue i had no idea where to go or even who i was looking for. i believe i was the last alpha to find my big diamond sister, i had to ask for help and i passed her room like 5 times... it was a problem
once i got into the room and saw that it was Maddy, i hugged her and cried!!! I couldn't have been more excited that i got her, she is now my big diamond sister and i get to have that special connection with HER. i couldn't wait to make more memories laughing, crying, smiling and dancing with her!!
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